Sometimes I hate flossing because I will get a piece stuck somewhere in between my teeth and it just will not come down no matter what I do. Anyone else feel my pain? If I didn’t tell someone that I would just be more annoyed for longer. This way I have released it to the universe and once it’s out there, I will not be able to take it back.
The most I can give anyone of myself right now is friendship. It’s been like that for a while. I don’t know when that will change, but I do hope it does change some day. Right now I’ve got to keep busy. Take my mind off of things I really don’t want to be thinking about. An occupied mind is much better than one that is not. (Unless you are trying to de-stress.)
Trying to be human and feel every single feeling and emotion I have while learning to be vulnerable is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. But I think I should give this a try. I think it will be worth it.