The most I can give anyone of myself right now is friendship. It’s been like that for a while. I don’t know when that will change, but I do hope it does change some day. Right now I’ve got to keep busy. Take my mind off of things I really don’t want to be thinking about. An occupied mind is much better than one that is not. (Unless you are trying to de-stress.)
Trying to be human and feel every single feeling and emotion I have while learning to be vulnerable is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. But I think I should give this a try. I think it will be worth it.